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grr... 2 more months. Cant w8 to go ajc and rendezvous with you =/
Sunday, November 22, 2009
My Life 一直在等待
空荡的口袋
想在里面放 一份爱
Why 总是被打败
真的好无奈
其实我 实实在在
不管帅不帅
想要找回来 自己的节拍
所以这一次
我要勇敢 大声说出来
期待 期待你发现我的爱
无所不在 我自然而然的关怀
你的存在 心灵感应的方向
我一眼就看出来
是因为爱
我猜 你早已发现我的爱
绕几个弯 越靠近越明白
不要走开
幸福的开始 就是放手去爱
Saturday, November 21, 2009
" The joy of loving always heals the hurt of loving."
Thursday, November 19, 2009
What a night! After all the efforts taken to buy the clothings and dye my hair(temporarily), its finally here, the long-awaited prom! It was surely exciting, with all these hardly recognizable faces, and super hyped up Andersonians.There were sentimental moments too, when they screened videos of the past school life, and when mr ivin chan sang his own composed song. The best video was the creative "Jai ho" dance video made by our school staff. It totally rocked and brought the hyped atmosphere to a whole new level!The host was awesome too, bringing never ending laughter to the scene, while allowing us to realise how great the years in secondary school were. The best takeaways from this whole event were the photos taken though.All in all, prom was super duper awesome :DBut... the night after prom in the hotel was.... DEVASTATING.imagine 8 guys in a hotel room. What can possibly happen :OWell nothing much, except massive wrestling, taupoks, shooting of ryo's pack of cards, destruction of furnitures, and much more. haha, all these violence was probably due to the presence of the violent kid, jeff koh. it was hard to take daili down though. Efforts to pin him down for a taupok resulted in us being the victims instead.However, such short spurts of fun were not sufficient to satisfy our active selvesWhich is how we decided to go for a walk with the other group of girls & their boyfriends along the singapore river. Spent quite alot of time dragging ourselves around the area aimlessly an running across roads or through dark secluded pavements.the product of such activities was a bunch of sweaty idiots, who settled down in the hotel once again, only this time, the girls were in the room too. They suggested that we needed room service for such a mess, but who cares man! the messier, the merrier! Heh, in conclusion, it was all fun and excitement. However, as bryan said it, there were disappointments too, especially for many males. Didnt really understand what he meant. Probably something about relationships? =/Oh well, Im definite these great moments would be imprinted deep within each of us, as we move on through life. Even as we are separated after many years, our strong linkages would still bring us together.
Monday, October 26, 2009
Go forth with courage, strike with unparalleled strength, and return with no regrets! :D
Wednesday, October 14, 2009
I'm a man whose tragedies have been replaced with memories.
Friday, October 02, 2009
“Time is free, but it's priceless. You can't
own it, but you can use it. You can't keep
it, but you can spend it. Once you've lost it
you can never get it back.”Yea, and its pretty sorrowful, knowing that theres only about 7 days left to spend with 4/3'09. And i do feel guilty for not being sincere towards some of the classmates, not spending quality time together, not treating everyone with equality, bastarding certain individuals, and many many more. haha, Im also satisfied, knowing that I've already forged an adamantine chain of friendships among many, though more could have been done within this borrowed time. Last but not least, Im grateful. Grateful for the warmth radiated from great peers (you know who you are :D), appreciative for the alacrity in accepting me as a member of the class, and thankful for providing me with a platform to stand up once again (literally and emotionally), and gratified to have these wonderful memories embedded within me. Heh, i will never forget you guys :D
Wednesday, September 30, 2009
Oh crap, i cant seem to fall asleep somehow. Alvin oh alvin, kill your worries, drown your sorrows.Do you know what's worth struggling for, the pain or the pride?Don't let the thoughts take their toll when your mind breaks the spirit of your soul.Stay focused, Alvin, dont get derailed. Dont. I need a little more luck than a little bit
Cuz every time I get stuck the words won't fit
And every time that I try I get tongue tied
I need a little good luck to get me by
Tuesday, September 29, 2009
Ponned geog, since i promised nazri not to go xD See, i gou4 peng2 you3.Anw today is a great day...CUZ I HAD A HAM SANDWICH WITH EXTRA HAM. BEAT THAT. EXTRA HAM. AND ALOT OF IT TOO. HAMSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS.hahahahaha!!! To add on to the savory of the hams, there was.. CHEESE TOO. Holy shit, i must say, it sure is the bestest sandwich out there. Subway <--- NTH COMPARED TO SUPER DUPER UBER HEAVENLY SCRUMPTIOUS HAM SANDWICH!Hahaha, lol retarded me. turned insane thanks to sandwich. :OAnd of course, i must thank Xiaobai x9000 for this SUPER DUPER UBER HEAVENLY SCRUMPTIOUS HAM SANDWICH. Thanks for this belated birthday gift, the time and effort taken in creating such a delicacy. Hamhamhamhamhamhamhamham.
Tuesday, September 22, 2009
hoho, got back prelim results for a few subjects.Eng - B3Emaths - A1AMaths - B3Physics - B3Lit - B4The rest are currently unkown. and judging from these results... I probably screwed up my prelims. The shit is this man, 1 A and so many Bs? Screw yourself upside down, inside out. Time to execute plan. Yea, 4 years ++ of playing, slacking, and sleeping in secondary school. 30 days left to pull myself back on track xDShifting into nerd mode...
Monday, September 21, 2009
Had the weirdest family talk yesterday, with parents and sisters asking me to get a gf, saying you're gonna turn 17 in 4 days, its time you get one, bla bla bla, bla bla bla. -,- THE SHIT IS THIS? There are many reasons why i dont, mainly because i look shit right now =OAt least wait till im not on medication, till im back to how I was before, till i exercise these excessive fats gathered through these months. And in the first place, ARE PARENTS SUPPOSED TO TELL THEIR CHILD TO DO THIS KINDA SHIZ?Im ambitious, i dont want a gf yet. i wanna reach my goal, somehow. Despite these, i guess my dreams are already shattered, with not even a glimmer of hope to spare. =/Oh well, 4 days left to birthday, and there isnt a tinge of excitement at all. If birthday wishes really work, what i want is for this legs to recover, for all things to revert back to before. If birthday wishes really do work, I'd want my happiness back, and all those things this illness robbed from me. I was asked to make a wishlist too, but there isnt really anything that i want right now.At least, not materialistic items. All i could wish for was my spiritual wellbeing, and for everyone around me to be cheerful, especially my family who've been badly affected by this adverse chain of events. Lastly, I'd just want to get into AJC.
Wednesday, September 09, 2009
Happy 09/09/09 to all!Finally, i've finished gundam 00 Season 2. Rating: 10/10Top anime in my list now. muwahahaha!
Saturday, September 05, 2009
Went for my very first acupuncture session, and its totally shocking, literally!
I could feel electrical charges jolting down the veins whenever the physician jabbed the needles into various areas of my leg.
Pretty cool, i'd say, its like those kungfu movies, except that i didnt become super ultra mega strong after the acupuncture.
K, im off to... RELAX. Quoted ms mok, "its human nature to relax", except, im gonna relax a lil. one day mb. xD
Monday, August 31, 2009
Started off teacher's day by having human geog paper. Somehow, I managed to complete the paper despite the hustle from the rampaging witch. My hands were trembling, and it felt as though it was frozen inside out. Insane writing and scribbling of words during geog tests are not for the weak-fingered, i guess.
Commercial Break: gonna DotA with Steven and Yi long. Brb to blog later.
Continued: Concert was pretty short, with random jeerings every now and then. Lol, but the main event throughout the performance was probably when jerald clouted jiahui with the balloon. Holy shit, her reaction was so damn hilarious, it made imran and me chuckle for quite awhile.
The Concert ended with amassment of students dispersing all over the hall, and me meeting Steve and co. I felt sentimental, meeting ex-classmates and peers who had moved on in life, especially so when taking class photos for perhaps the last time. Of course, there were also bliss amongst these mixed emotions. Bliss from meeting you after so long. Bliss from chatting the whole afternoon about the rest of our lives, though we knew we were on an entirely different track. Despite all these, I was still contented, thanks.
Thanks for the spark, the motivation.
RE-IGNITE! BURN ON, SOAR TOWARDS THE FIGHT!
Sunday, August 23, 2009
Just had a scrumptious meal at a seafood restaurant, and damn, im uber tired now.Argh, I NEED MOTIVATION TO FINISH MY SS HW. Only 2 days left to revise for physics and geog... Can i possibly revise well enough? hmm.. shld i chiong physics only, or split my time equally? Opinions, anyone?
Saturday, August 22, 2009
Zhuge Liang (181–234) was Chancellor of Shu Han during the Three Kingdoms period of China. He is often recognised as the greatest and most accomplished strategist of his era. Often depicted wearing a robe and holding a fan made of crane feathers, Zhuge was not only an important military strategist and statesman; he was also an accomplished scholar and inventor. His reputation as an intelligent and learned person grew even while he was living in relative seclusion, gaining him the nickname "Fúlóng" (伏龍, alternatively translated as "Hidden Dragon"). Yes, this is the dude that I look up to, for his intelligence was unprecedented at his era, and was unparallelled up to now. Zhuge Liang was always composed, and due to this, he was able to turn the tide in wars and win a fairly facile battle. There were also numerous ingenious inventions innovated by him too, one of them being the Zhuge Crossbow, a modified version of the crossbow. It was made semi-automatic, thus being able to fire multiple crossbow arrows rapidly and with lethal accuracy. Of course, he was infamous not only because of this mere invention of the crossbow, but his tactical use of the landscape, and ability to play tricks in his enemies' minds that did so. My favourite strategy of his is the Empty Fort Strategy, which involves the use of reverse psychology to deceive an enemy that an empty fort is filled with ambushes and traps, thus intimidating the perpetrator into retreat. All in all, the wisdom of this one man could never be unfolded in a short blogpost. Hopefully, the legacy of this great historian would be preserved for the future generations, bestowing upon them a great inspiration. Finally, I created a blog dedicated to recording discoveries and theories learnt in my pursuit of knowledge, and my revision for o levels. If anyone wanna visit that site, either for value added answers to certain o level topics or just for fun, its under my links =)
Sunlight 11:55 AMThis photo of a silhouetted sun was taken during PE lesson, while I was slacking around xD
The outburst of light rays radiated from behind the clouds were gorgeous, and would've been 9000 times better if viewed from the human eye.
This explosion of light was where it all began, where plants gathered their energy, following the conversion of it from one form to another, in the endless cycle of life and death. It is this light that eradicated the darkest fears from our souls, and provide warmth for the cold.
This vast spread of light onto Earth was what started human's thirst for energy, for knowledge, and for invention of machines to harness it. This is the light that showed our civilisation that gold is shiny, that diamond refracts light so brilliantly, and it is this light, that painted this world of ours, and Earth could not be prettier as without it.
All in all, I thank God for this creation of light. The light that showered me with happiness, and the light that provided the shine on smiles. *shink shink
Friday, August 21, 2009 I thought that I was the only one to pon school... BUT I WAS WRONG. While i was solving some online puzzles, a lazy *coughs pig suddenly started a conversation on msn =O aiseh...
Urgh Google Chrome is getting irritating, being unable to display certain sites properly. And im unable to post pictures because of this too. Darn it.
Thursday, August 20, 2009 The Glow of HappinessInfluence of cheerfulness
Wednesday, August 19, 2009 Hah-ah-ah-ah-ah-ah, I've been yearning for too many things lately. I miss my clique, I miss running, I miss the afternoon talk-cock sessions, I miss how I looked before I took these medicines, I miss, i miss. Theres just too many changes that I have to submit to, with the main nuisance being the recent development of stutterings whenever im talking with these new peers. Somehow, someway, I wanna talk, wanna talk, but i just can-ant- speak with usual fluency. This aint supposed to be so difficult, but I just don't feel alright anymore, not when Im always toungue tuh-ied. Yea why the heck am i shy when interacting with girls? THIS AINT THE ALVIN I KNOW DOOD.Hopefully, I'd be able to invent this desired time-travelling machine, turning myself back to whom I once was, being able to speak naturally regardless of whom im talking to. I would want to turn back time, but at the same time, I would also want to retain my relations with these new buddies I've met in recent months. Yea, im defying the alchemical law, gaining something without first sacrificing. Too bad if i am. Friends are priceless. Time to blast myself back to the reality of life. Went library to study till 8pm once again. Had to go back to classroom to put back my textbooks, since im blardy lazy to bring them back. Because of this, i had to walk through the dark and fearsome corridors of the school and face the dreadful blackness of my classroom. Rofl, i dont really believe in the paranormal, so im not going to give a damn about the ongoing rumours about class 4/3's ghosts/unnatural beings. I've been in this class for nearly 2 years man! wats the big deal xD. and hmm, Mugging in library still aint getting to the desired effectiveness, so Im gonna try out classroom-mugging for efficiency tomorrow.
Tuesday, August 18, 2009 THE INVASION OF THE SMILY FACES 11:40 PMOh no, my properties are being invaded by the smiley faces of dooooooooooooom =O
Monday, August 17, 2009 Indeed, studying in school till the late hours of the evening is effective to a certain extent. Of course, it might have been 50% more efficient without those erratic disturbances. Except that i wouldnt mind, talking cock and mugging kinda balances and eliminates the stress, if there is any. Furthermore, the pros of studying in the library outweighs the cons. Theres free aircon, free milo/green tea, free waffles (all sponsored by mrs koh), free friends (xD fine friends are priceless), coaching from teachers such as mdm wong, and most importantly, I'd be able to get away from the distractions and hustle at home. After today, I also acknowledged that Anderson Secondary School's teachers are really dedicated to assist us in overcoming this hurdle. Oh wait, i forgot to mention our diligent Principal and V.P. too, devoting their precious time to visit us and boosting our motivation slightly (they served the purpose of getting us back onto the tracks after we got distracted by games, friends, drawings etc.) Hopefully, this blog wouldnt be read by many of the graduating students after all that praises about how great the library is, or else its gonna be packed with students =O Hurh, with each passing day, i realised how invaluable our teachers and peers are, and the importance in cherishing the remaining 71 days in school. So, all my beloved friends who are reading this, do know that i treasure the remaining time with you! (holy shit thats damn mushy)GG.All in all, i shall spend this remaining time wisely, as XB said, time is equivalent to money, money is equivalent to me, and i shall ensure that i achieve an equilibrum in this! heh, for i'd break down any walls in my path, and if theres no way, imma pave one with my boundless energy! RWar
Saturday, August 15, 2009 There are finite tomorrows 1:31 PM明日复明日，明日何其多！ 日日待明日，万世成蹉跎。 世人皆被明日累，明日无穷老将至。 晨昏滚滚水流东，今古悠悠日西坠。 百年明日能几何？请君听我《明日歌》总是明日又明日，明日是何等的多啊！如果天天等待明天，那么只会空度时光，永远一事无成。世上的人都受“待明日”的害处，明日是无穷无尽的，但人却越来越老。从早到晚，一天天就像这滚滚东流水一样，飞逝而去，从古至今的漫长岁月，就是随着落日西下，慢慢过去。百年来的明日能有多少呢？Stop wasting time.
Thursday, August 13, 2009 Tribute to Mr Zhuge Liang 11:28 PMDont really feel like blogging tonight.I'll just type out a tribute for my favourite historic figure, Zhuge Liang:
Tuesday, August 11, 2009 14 Days left to prelims, and 80++ days to Freedom!
Hah, and this slacker here hasnt revised for nuts.
And many fellow comrades fighting this imminent war had already equipped themselves with a sword or two. Some are being torn apart inside out due to stress, while some had already been taken down by this invisible enemy. Nonetheless, there are always exceptions, *coughs me, that have not even been helmed with the most basic set of battle armor. Its all about the strategies one take, and hopefully, this attack route i've mapped out would lead me to the final victory.
Lol cant believe how insanity forced me to type out that load of bullcrap.
Gotten back some results today, and theres no way im gonna feel downtrodden by some of these astoundingly disgraceful results.
Chemistry: 35/40
Physics: 35/40
Maths: 18/40
AMaths: 26/40
Literature Elect: 19/30
Social Studies: 16/25
Geography: 6/25 <---- LOL. Result of not knowing anything about rivers.
Eng Oral: 1 mark away from full mark for reading aloud, picture discussion and conversation!!
K that pretty sums up everything - Im still awfully weak at my humanities, and maths needed more practice.
Anw, Grats to Rayner for leaving an unchallenged legacy for his SS SEQ paper.
Thursday, August 06, 2009 Holy @#$%. Pon-ed school, all thanks to this stupid gastric problem caused by prednisolone.
Seriously, I wanna go school, but these retarded problems always hindered me. Yea, screw you stupid vasculatory disease. Just frigging heal, you accursed leg.
Dont you know you're being loathsome? I cant play basketball, I cant swim, I CANT DO NUTS. All thanks to you. Urghhhhhhhhhhhhh yea i do hope my leg can read this, and stop giving in to the disease. FIGHT DOOD, FIGHT LIKE A MAN. If theres a wall in our way, break it down. If theres no way, We'd make one with these hands!
Damn it, im not a frigging wuss. shall stop whining for now.
But Darn, I do miss my friends. Oh ya, and i got a new nickname (Qian Feng). Forgot how i got it though. Qian qian wasnt bad anw. Rofl =O
Thursday, July 30, 2009 http://www.nba.com/video/channels/nba_tv/2009/07/29/nba_20090729_top10_assists.nba/
this video is a must watch for all basketball players/nba fans out there! Imba NBA assists of 09!
Overwhelmingly amazing.
Monday, July 27, 2009 3 months dude, 3 months. 1:40 AMPhysics spa skill 3 in exactly 12 hours' time. Yawns, and im still awake at such a late time in the night, flipping through countless pages of the textbook and scribbling non-stop on stacks of paper. Yes, i've been doing latenight muggings for about a week now. Yet, i do not fully comprehend every single topic there is to chemistry (FUCK).
Through the silence of the night, only the continuous scribbling on paper echoed...
Just then, I realised... theres only 90++ days left to this final battle, but im not fully equipped with my weapons and defenses against this fearsome enemy.
More importantly, whats the point of liking someone, if shes gonna defeat this enemy so easily, emerged victorious in a top JC, while you survive as an injured comrade, only to end up in pathetic barracks and shiz. Work hard dude, work harder than her.
For it is the flame from charmander that rekindled this burning motivation.
Can I perform just as well? I guess it all depends on these 3 months that's left.
Forge your sword to its maximum potential, and impale it through your enemy with ease, or face defeat by this double-edged sword.
Tuesday, July 14, 2009 Andersonians arent born to crawl 9:44 PMAnother inspring quote from Mr K: "Andersonians aren't born to crawl. They are born to soar!"
Haha, which reminds me of another quote he used to say: "Andersonians are capable of moving mountains"
And yes, there is no unachievable job, or unattainable items. Infact, there are no such things as impossible. As long as our determination do not waver, nothing, NOTHING is impossible. If life gives you lemon (one of the most useless thing in the world other than mudkips), make the best out of it.
Sigh... and I don't wanna graduate from AndersonSec... 5 years of fulfiling life as an Andersonian, countless prodigious memories with teachers, classmates and cliques. But well, theres no point staying stagnant in life. Its bout time i move on. So yea, i should stop all these procrastination about how bad the weather is, how uncondusive the environment is, how suckish is this subj etc.
Do not hope for things to happen; MAKE IT HAPPEN.
Friday, July 10, 2009 Learning is the gate 2:15 PM"To reach a house, you must first enter the gate. The gate is a pathway leading to the house. After passing through the gate, you enter the house and meet its master. Learning is the gate to reaching the Way. After passing through this gate, you reach the Way. Learning is the gate, not the house. Don’t mistake the gate for the house. The house is located farther inside, after the gate is passed. Because learning is the gate, don’t think that the books you read are the Way. Books are a gate for reaching the Way."
Quoted from the book, The Sword and the Mind.
Just a gentle reminder for myself: not to get derailed. Studying is for the knowledge behind the books, and not for the certificates, diplomas or w/e shit that does not benefit the friggin world.
Wednesday, July 01, 2009 Favourite DotA Heroes 1:58 PMTwo days of absence from school, and i cant stand being cooped up at home already.
Just then, a voice whispered through my mind, yanking me out of my fascination with the Republic of South Korean's youth soccer team. The surrounding walls seemed to amplify this sound, and unknowingly it grew louder and louder.
"DotA~~~ DotA~~~ DotA~~~"
Oh no, syntoms of an addict! Attempts to resist the urge were overwhelmed, and efforts to study were futile. Chemical reactions just do not register in my head anymore, and maths formulas seemed to have diffused into the surrounding air.
"I shall not give in!" the angelic half of the brain debated.
Aha! I shall post some reviews on my fav DotA heroes, just to satisfy the desires of this half of the Demonic/addicted brain.
First up, top 3 favourite Heroes!
Fav Str Heroes:
1)ChaosKnight!
I was quite shocked that i have never heard nessaj's name on the forums or on the strategy section! I mean seriously, this hero is arguably the best hero in the game! Yes thats a bold statement, but you gotta take my word for it. This hero may seem all useless and shit, with most of his skills being dependent on luck. However, do note that chaos bolt, at the unluckiest of times, would still be able to disable a hero for a minimum of 2 seconds! And yes, the other luck dependent skill that was often debated to be useless would be CK's critical. 11% chance? yea, but this 11% Chance allows you to play mindgames with your enemies, reducing a hero with full hp down to a devastated piece of pixel. Blink strike itself is uber versatile too, being both an offensive and a defensive skill. the ultimate, phantasm, is obviously what makes Nessaj earn his name as the ChaosKnight. 4x 3times critical? 12 times the damage! What else can you ask for?
2)Naix
Imba carry of all times! theres nothing much to say for this hero, except that he only needs a few items to own: Armlet and a desolator
3)TideHunter
Good initiator i'd say. With this hero around, you can turn a losing game around with just one excellent ultimate.
Fav Agil Heroes:
I pretty much like all kinds of agil heroes xD
Fav Int Heroes:
1)Invoker~
The essence of a storm. The heart of a blizzard. The soul of a phoenix. This hero is my favourite in DotA! And in my opinion(note: MY OPINION), Invoker is the most versatile hero of all times! It has a giant nuke, a Mega AoE Disable, a low cooldown uber AoE slow, an invis skill, a mana draining skill, supportive skills, and a ubermegaawesomewtfggbbq global sunstrike. anyone can buy anything, do anything, add anything for this hero man! And yea, my favourite part about him is that I can try almost anything one game after another, and still not get bored about him. And hey, did i forget to mention that invoker can be a carry as well? With his mega awesome damage, and his support skill, he might as well be a dps hero. Not only being a dps, Invoker himself can disable an enemy dps hero! Coldsnap practically stops DPS heroes from dealing massive damage quickly! Theres just so much more to say about this hero, and i doubt a day's time would be sufficient to cover on his abilities... so there you go, my fav hero.
2)Silencer
Good attack animation, and an awesome dps late game, dealing pure damage! And i love his last word too. It always hinder heroes that needed to chain their skills together, e.g. pudge, lina, Stormspirit.
and this hero just cant do without its ultimate! Global silence can stop every single skill, especially initiates! Imagine a tidehunter or magnataur that blinked in, just to get silenced! it'd get ripped to pieces by the team, and in no time at all, the enemies would have lost an important initiator role, and the situation would have became a 4v5.
3)Crystal Maiden
This heroine is not only gorgeous, every single one of its skills is just... TOO DARN IMBA.
of course, my favourite skill of hers would be brilliance aura. With a level 2 or more brilliance aura, your allies all over the map would be able to continually harass, push, or defend with their nukes. this would give an early lane control for the whole team, allowing the team to overlevel/down towers/ carry late game.
The ultimate, freezing field, is just so impacable.
if coordinated well with another initiate, e.g. ravage, berserker call, reverse polarity, this ultimate can exterminate heroes within seconds.
Yea im satisfied! Back to mugging~